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Namaste Beautiful soul, My name is Sirjudaye Bhajan, a mama just like you who found the beautiful, loving, blissful, smart, worthy, deserving, strong, eternal, purposeful, powerful BEING I AM, after years of suffering in silence in an unhappy marriage. As much as I knew deep within me, the life I was living was, by far what I deserved, every time I tried to move forward I failed and ended up even more lost and hopeless.. It came to the point I could no longer look at my husband because of all the negative feelings I had towards him, I blamed him for making me so unhappy. The more I tried to express my feelings to him the more I felt shut down, angry, lonely, unwanted and unimportant. So I buried everything under the carpet and just lived day by day in darkness. I was slowly dying inside, it manifested on my body as horrible acne, anxiety, weight fluctuation, IBS, PCOS, hair lost etc. I felt STUCK and hopeless. I hated what I became, I stopped looking in the mirror because the person staring back was not me. I hated her, I hated him I hated my life. The only thing that brought me joy was my son but that only lasted for a short time. I started to believed I didn’t have a choice but to suffer, this was what my life was destined to be forever and I believed my faith was being tested by GOD, if I proved my loyalty to him and my husband by enduring the pain in this life, I shall reap the rewards and go to heaven on judgement day. I didn’t know how to start creating the changes I desperately needed to feel better. I DIDN’T KNOW THERE IS HOPE.... Until, I started to align with the TRUE ME. I didn’t know it at the time but I started to fall in LOVE ME. By going within myself and connecting to the worthy being I AM, I was guided to people and situations that helped me continue to rise in the most beautiful way, seeing the light in my situation and the LIGHT WITHIN ME. The rest was history! As my spiritual awaken unfolded I had the strongest urge to help moms. To show them how beautiful and worthy they really are, but I didn’t listen to my inner calling. I simply wasn’t ready. So I helped women in general see their True Beauty using the power of colours. I’m so happy to say I feel ready now! I am learning I have nothing to be afraid of, my purpose is bigger than everything holding me back and if I really want to help you I have to go within my heart and expose my story without any filters I’m learning to trust the process and let my intuition and heart guide me. My intention for this podcast is to share my transformational journey, the steps I was guided to, to reach where I am today, the hard truths I needed to learn (in a beautiful way), the lessons I continue to learn and so much more igniting within you the very beautiful deserving soul you ARE. I am not here to fix or break your marriage. My purpose is to help you align with the TRUE YOU where you will find all your answers. I love you so much. You are not just a mom or wife. You are a FREE worthy beautiful soul. I cannot wait to connect with those of you who are ready. If you need to release I am here for you. You don’t have to do this alone. Sending you so much love and light, Sirjudaye Bhajan Founder of Beautiful Moms Society TikTok: tiktok.com/@sirjudaye Contact: hello@sirjudaye.com
Episodes
Wednesday Feb 17, 2021
Journey to finding the TRUE ME - Part 2 - Islam Ep13
Wednesday Feb 17, 2021
Wednesday Feb 17, 2021
Part 2 of my story begins and ends with Islam. I converted to Islam whole heartedly, built my life on it's teachings for over five years and was a very faithful Muslima until I found the TRUE ME. Today I share with you how Islam saved me from living a life without purpose but also kept me in a state of suffering throughout my marriage. It's my intention to give you hope there is light in every situation even if you may not see it now. You are never stuck nor are you destined to suffer forever.
This recording is made with the purest intentions of love and light. In no way or form do I mean any disrespect to Islam, it's followers or it's teaching. This is only my experience, my perception and my journey.
I love you so much,
Spiritual Self Love with Sirjudaye Bhajan
Email: hello@sirjudaye.com
Monday Feb 15, 2021
Valentine and Family Day Hurts! Ep12
Monday Feb 15, 2021
Monday Feb 15, 2021
For a lot of moms who are unhappy in their marriages these two days brings nothing but heartache and turmoil within. You want your partner to express their love for you and make you feel special. You want a 'happy' family so you can celebrate from a place of authenticity but you have none of the above. It HURTS! Let's look at another perception helping you release the pain you may have in your heart and move forward.
I love you mama,
Spiritual Self Love with Sirjudaye Bhajan
Email: hello@sirjudaye.com
Wednesday Feb 10, 2021
Do this daily if you want to create change in your life. Ep11
Wednesday Feb 10, 2021
Wednesday Feb 10, 2021
A beautiful daily practice helping you create space to heal and rise above your suffering. Since I started my spiritual journey this came so naturally to me, I didn't realize it was a powerful catalyze to connecting with my inner divinity. At the end of the podcast I share with you how to practice this ritual even if you feel you are not ready. Inspired by Matt Kahn.
I love you,
Self Love with Sirjudaye Bhajan
Email: hello@sirjudaye.com
Thursday Feb 04, 2021
The biggest mistake I have been making on my spiritual journey Ep 10
Thursday Feb 04, 2021
Thursday Feb 04, 2021
A realization I had this morning bringing to light a lesson that will change my spiritual journey forever, brining me to tears and unveiling a new dimension of awakening within me. As I pour my heart out, I may not have been as clear as I wished but decided to share it with you despite of my fears for the ones who needs it the most.
Love you mama,
Sirjudaye Bhajan
Email: hello@sirjudaye.com
Monday Feb 01, 2021
Building a healthy mindset around your visual beauty. Ep9
Monday Feb 01, 2021
Monday Feb 01, 2021
Society, religion, and other major influences in your life have already taught you what being visual beautiful means. Are these beliefs holding you back or helping you connect with your Divine energy? Learn just how important it is to have a healthy mindset around looking beautiful. I share with you my journey from playing a beautiful 'stupid' girl, to hiding my beauty when I converted to Islam, to embracing it igniting the TRUE ME within.
I love you mama
Spiritual Self Love with Sirjudaye Bhajan
Email: hello@sirjudaye.com
Thursday Jan 28, 2021
You are NOT here to suffer because you are serving your Karma! Ep8
Thursday Jan 28, 2021
Thursday Jan 28, 2021
I just received a message from a post I did last night expressing my realization from yesterday's podcast. She said I was never truly happy because I am serving my Karma in this world. My heart starting hurting and felt it was about to explode. It triggered something inside me that needed to come out right away. So here it is. This message was a very long time coming. I thank this soul.
I love you so much,
Sirjudaye Bhajan
Founder of Beautiful Moms Society
Finally put your wellbeing & happiness first
Email: hello@sirjudaye.com
Wednesday Jan 27, 2021
Journey to finding the TRUE ME - Sleeping - Part 1 Ep7
Wednesday Jan 27, 2021
Wednesday Jan 27, 2021
This is MY STORY without any filters. During this recording I realized why I felt worthless, unloved and simply not good enough not only during my marriage but my whole life. I have never been so honest with myself or anyone else about my life, it's so scary, yet so beautiful. May my story set you free.
I love you,
Sirjudaye Bhajan
Founder of Beautiful Moms Society
Email: hello@sirjudaye.com
Friday Jan 22, 2021
Healing with Reading - EckHart Tolle A NEW EARTH Ep6
Friday Jan 22, 2021
Friday Jan 22, 2021
Listen as I read a few pages (97-103) from this life changing book relating to our role as a parent and conscious suffering. I discuss the lessons in more details and how it relates to our lives right now with a beautiful intention at the end to help healing flow with ease.
I share more about my marriage, struggles and healing journey with the intention to give you hope.
Spiritual Self Love with Sirjudaye
Founder of Beautiful Moms Society
Email: hello@sirjudaye.com
Wednesday Jan 20, 2021
Learning to do things for others just because it feels good without any expectations Ep5
Wednesday Jan 20, 2021
Wednesday Jan 20, 2021
Learn why when you do things for your husband (or others) you expect him to acknowledge your efforts and show you love and appreciation. Very high vibrational realizations during recording this session and a beautiful intention at the end.
YOU MATTER MAMA
I love you. You are not alone.
Sirjudaye Bhajan
Founder of Beautiful Moms Society
Email: hello@sirjudaye.com
Monday Jan 18, 2021
Learning to let go and love unconditionally. Ep4
Monday Jan 18, 2021
Monday Jan 18, 2021
Learn how I find peace within living with a loved one who abuses Alcohol.
I share with you my story, struggles and how I am learning to overcome them by using the teachings I learned throughout my spiritual journey.
Letting go Intention included.
Sirjudaye B
Founder of Beautiful Moms Society
Finally put your wellbeing & happiness first
Email: hello@sirjudaye.com